Flowering Relationship
Flow'ring ever brighter,
From the bud that sprung within.
Gentle, reaching petals,
Blown to me by wind.
Ever dazzling colors,
Displayed before my eyes.
Our relationship- a flower,
Taking root within my life.
Beckoning Travels
Beckoning, the dark woods,
As travel my eyes accross its expanse.
To flee into the welcoming shadows,
Loping through the snow or grass.
An inner struggle of man and beast,
At every turn and every pass.
Beckoning, the dark woods,
As travel my eyes accross its expanse
My Imperfect Perfection
Some may think you're ugly,
In their shallow hearts brew.
Though their knowledge is lacking,
And their spirits untrue.
But I feel you beating;
Your heart brings me ease.
And I see/feel your beauty,
As a soft summer breeze.
You're my imperfect perfection,
Though don't get me wrong.
For your ceaseless wonder,
I'll always long.
Love Shelter
Right now, my love,
I yearn for you.
To weep within your arms.
Your love to me a shelter,
From a past that means me harm.
The Captor Or The Captive
In the midst of my confusion...
...No matter... no means...
Hollow men around me,
Sapped of self-esteem.
The captor or the captive;
Whom is truly free?
Affecting Me
Hearing you,
I crave you more.
Seeing you,
I barely breathe.
Thinking of you-
My desire,
Gives me joy,
I can't explain.
Feeling you,
My pulse doth quicken.
Loving you,
In every way.
Every moment,
Draws you closer,
To my heart.
You, I intake.
Shrouded Moon
Like a shroud,
Over an eye.
The clouds that cover,
The moon in sky.
Provoking thought,
Within my mind,
Of dark illusions,
Passing by.
Beyond sight of eye
On the horizon,
A rainbow is seen.
Stuck on the other,
Waiting for you I've been.
And when the night comes,
I'm watching your eyes;
Out in the cold,
Admiring the skies.
And though you're not with me,
I feel you there.
Our love reaching outward, beyond sight of eye
Hunted Victim
Standing unaware,
As the shadow foreward creeps.
Staring at the foliage,
A victim of deciet.
In the trees they're watching,
Thinking your fresh meat.
Then they make thier move,
And of your life, you're cheat.
Through the gates of Hell I fight
And through the gates of Hell i fight.
The love inside a burning might.
Yet cursed be this "power grand",
With taint and pain, a collared man.
The path is long, the journey hard.
Give up I'll not when things are wrong.
I'll stand for you till nothings left.
Beware you demons: I am set.
Star Angel
Angel of the stars,
Flying through the sky.
Watching you I long,
Hoping for your light.
Shining ever strong.
A wonder in my eyes.
And when there comes the dawn,
I'm missing you, and cry.
What I'd give you
I'd give you a smile,
Bit its been lost for a while.
I'd give you a hug,
But its lost all its snug.
I'd give you a kiss,
But I don't have any bliss.
I'd give you my heart,
But it was torn apart.
I'd give you my soul,
But its gone cold as a stone.
I'd give you myself,
Although I've lost any health.
Longing
Gentle touch brushes my mind.
Lips so soft they are not there.
A motion there in the corner of my eye.
A beauty at which I cannot stare.
Heavenly whispers taunt my mind.
Sudden lust out of nowhere.
So teased am I,
She does not care.
Built up inside the madness spirals.
Alone yet not, surrounded by air.
Floating in fantasies conjured inside,
Making it worse just like a tear.
Know that in here loneliness resides.
Curl up in a ball, she's everywhere.
But you cannot hide from your mind.
Wait impatiently as blankly you stare.
Off into space wanders your mind.
The madness wont stop until she is there.
Drawing Me In
What draws my eyes,
As a moth to the light?
Her internal flame,
Or her grace of the night?
She's like a swirling vortex,
Drawing in on my life.
Pulling me closer,
And I don't want to fight.
Your Fate
Flickering flames;
Flickering destiny.
Burning a path.
You cannot go back.
Wherever you wander,
Your path lays before you.
Shifting like water,
You ride on a wave.
Musical Massage
Flutes of peace,
Washing over my wounds.
Disinfecting me,
Through and through.
Massaging my aches,
So I can let go.
The soothing melody,
Enters my soul.
The plains of dispair
In the darkness of my darkness
I wait; I bleed.
In deafening silence,
Death comes for me.
There is no time,
But the waiting itself.
That never ends,
It won't run out.
A moat of blood;
A castle of ice;
A queen of ghosts;
A king of pain.
A family royal,
To rule nothing.
Beware the demons,
You can't hear them coming.
Silently howling,
Inwards burning,
Outwards tearing,
Shredding your mind.
Time and again.
They come.
Unsatiable hunger.
Be afraid.
Gripping the edge
Gripping the edge;
Asleep or awake?
Memory phantoms.
My sanity breaks.
Feelings of dread;
That inside, do take.
Depression- Black lanturns,
Stalk me on all days.
Not Forgotton
You have gone.
I've lost your love.
My heart beats strong.
Eternal love.
You, I still long,
In sorrow above.
You did me wrong.
A bleeding dove.
Lunar Vitality
In the sky,
Within the night.
A ball of energy.
A beautiful light.
My tingling skin,
Pumped full of life.
The spirits- strong.
My hidden self.
A change in mind.
Lycanthrope.
A burts of nature.
My bonds released.
Through the woods.
This is me.
Drown in memories
Trying to swim
Through an ocean of stress.
With hope on horizon,
Below me darkness.
My memories- waves.
Can't drown in this test.
With a burden of pain,
I cannot find rest.
Honor Call
Stand alone with blade in hand,
To fight for honors cause.
Few mortal men can stay there long;
But those that do doth grace us all.
Unto these words, heed well ye man!
For disgrace has swallowed a many in jaws,
And such an act is all too wrong.
So shalt you fall? or fight, stand tall!
Doors
Upon a sea of emptiness
My thoughts stir in the flow
Awakening to nothingness
My prison holds me so.
Hidden behind many doors
As well as masks and walls.
I daren't leave my solitude
For safeties not out there.
Out there where can be found
Stroms of ice and cold.
My sheltered prison's safe and warm
though I am all alone.
I look outside,
I see the light
let me out to play!
Then logic comes
And spoils the urge.
Stay here where it is safe.
Emotions slowly lost from me,
A void fills its place.
Where did i put the keys?
So i can go get them back.
One day awake, and look outside
remember what i had.
Break down a door
A bit returns to downsize
The hole inside.
After a long time of breaking down these doors
I come upon one that has not a keyhole on this side.
Agin i am trapped with naught to do
Except deteriorate.
Will someone help me break the door
Before it is too late?
Peaceful
Beckoning winds
Sands of time
Open heart
Peace of mind
Rolling plains
And whispering trees
Bing yourself
And be at ease.
Legend
The gods doth sing
Where sky meets Earth
of valour past and daring deeds
Bewitching the moon and waving the sea
While planets turn
And ages flee.
From the ashes remake
The heroes of old
Breathe in new life
And daring intake
Your deeds foretold
To fight with your knife.
Icy Days
Zero degrees within my heart
My tears doth freeze before they start
As heaven and hell rip me apart
I stand alone within the dark
Searching for a home.
The lights blink out before my eyes
Until a blackness fills my skies
I sit and watch a part that dies.
How long before my honor lies
Within a bed of mould?
Thoughts flicker through my fluxing mind.
What am i now my insides blind?
I ache for help but pay no mind,
I'm just a coward trying to hide
My inner torment.
The sun comes up and life doth shout
Let the innder feelings out!
But precious gems best hid in doubt,
for one stroke more shalt shatter throughout
And make me but an ice-ed stone.
A future dawn i hope forecoming
My greatest wish a being loving
This person a woman ever stunning
Giving me that wholesome warming
Of body mind and soul.
Third Thoughts
Everything I've missed...
False or true... real or unreal...
Twisted, mock, attempted, imperfect perfection.
A hollow church or empty symbol.
A pool of blood in an underground cavern.
Dig toward the impossible: Air.
What if? ... but cannot be.
Blind sight or sightless eye.
The infinite labyrinth of no escape.
Begone Negativity
Dark and Negativity;
These foes that stalk my door.
I've decided I'll get rid of these;
A prisoner nor more.
The light of hope can save me,
Banish all my hates and woes.
Before i face infinity,
I am going to let go.
Gods Hand
A light reached down,
And took my hand.
I trusted it.
It was no man.
A gentle touch,
No mortal can,
Invigorate,
My inner land.
Memory Scythe
Flowing Memory;
A river of pain.
Joy once brought;
A torture instead.
Self ripped asunder;
Rality/dust.
Built and rebuilt;
Memories bring me death.
Burn me/Drown me/
Stake me instead.
To return what's lost,
I'd give anything.
Dead End
Nowhere to run
Dead ends inside
Where is all the fun?
Just open your eyes
Of life I am done
It's full of bad lies
Which I always shun
And so erodes within time
The lives of everyone
For honor has died
In all but few ones.
Inner beauty
Upon the night,
a shifting light,
truth doth reveal,
beauty once concealed;
a moonflower
among daisies.
Embrace
There's nowhere else I'd rather be
Than in your arms so tenderly
Wherein my heart sings joyfully
Of love that lasts eternally
Dreams
Hidden puzzles
All too real
What's your token,
Good or evil?
Labyrinth
The watchers tale
All in your mind
The pain you feel
Set a course
Let hope unseal
The prophets promise
Of all you deal
Shifting mirrors
Truth revealed
Awaken.
Divine Love
A crown of stars upon your hair,
You grace the Earth with beauty to spare;
To the farthest realms of dark despair,
Your light breaks through and warms the air.
Your memory burns in passions fire,
To hold true to your greatest desire;
All negative thoughts tossed into a pyre;
My love for you will never tire.
Love
The silent night
and it's comforting melody;
Burning bright
an invisible flame;
Whispering wind
a constant reminder;
Drowning your mind
in an ocean of passion;
Radiant stars
ever shining hope;
Dreams unreal
and real dreams;
Strength of life
and a nurturing touch;
Grace of heavens
and stubborness untold;
Fear not this maelstrom
for this is love.
Dawn
As the morning dew melts into a river,
the shadows of life begin to grow,
the darkness of the nether begins to recede,
the stars take a last glimpse,
the light creeps over the land from it's hiding place,
the moon watches over yet another dawn.
How much more?
My souls on fire, of pain once more,
hot spears of dire excruciating gore;
What lies with my heart of stone,
set diamonds and emeralds, smashed slivers alone;
upon the horizon of time I seek,
small hope that somethings worth defeat;
the pain of living come and gone,
to a day whence I sing a merry song;
friends come and go, and they say i've worth,
though all I see from me is dirt;
friends confusing, and woman all the more,
how much can I stand 'fore I fall to the floor?
Hell on Earth
Hell on earth just begins here
inside my wretched soul a fear
no room to flee my shards dispell
in a world of loneliness im stuck alone
with pain, a void, and shard of soul
within my body a mountain grows
too strong to be moved alone.
My friends so far attempt to help,
but life cuts them off from ym shell
should I die and leave my woes?
or face the pain here all alone?
honor, virtue truth be told
belief once had destroyed in a blow.
IIn a burning desert I faced the sun,
withheld my ground for years with doubt.
Im done those days of fighting without cause,
my insides burn to soot because:
Hell on earth just begins here
Inside a shard of soul in tears.
Rain of sorrow
Th crushing hand upon my heart
Stealing away my scream and breath
As the scene plays in my minds eye
Once again
Only I am left
An empty shell of pain.
As the sky lays claim to my unshed tears.
Massachist
As my mind cuts accross my heart;
My blade cuts accross my shoulder.
A searing pain of who I am;
A searing pain I understand.
Foreward the Standard
Foreward the Standard
'Fore my enemies of woe.
Foreward the horsemen
Lance through all this pride.
Foreward the pikemen
Crush all this deciet.
Foreward the swordsmen
Behad what's not me.
Foreward the archers
Rain death on this hate.
Foreward the standard
My army awaits.
Sinking Ship
Looking through a crystal ball,
My past, my present - where I fall;
Waves that crush my patchwork hull,
Winds that send me far astray;
Storms that shroud my life in fog,
Blind up to just in front of me.
Kept aground by reefs of pain,
Another ship has sunk again.
Torn
The emerald cloak no longer hides,
The lies, the wrongs, and all my ties;
The bonds that bind me to my fears,
That leave me with my unshed tears.
Another year, andother day,
And all my life just fades away.
Within the beast gnaws at the roots.
The truth and light recedes,
I'm torn.
Breathe
The leaves whip by my face in smooth rain.
Rumble
My chest pounds its drumming rhythm.
Breathe
The air flows in sweet caresses.
Free
Life running through my viens.
Desire
Behind- the past, ahead- anywhere.
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